Living out to a life that you can never realise…

skipped school today. yet things don’t seem to be smooth when i’m not around in school.

problem arise and aiza asked me to go and solve it. as she already cannot tahan the way she works also.

for the whole morning, i called alvin . suhaimi and definitely talked to mark over online as i was at home.

aiza went to talk to isha and alvin teo, isha told aiza, simply just ask me to open my mouth or even…

whack her up. -.-

okies. i know i’m famous with my temper and attitude in school. but the thing now is, i don’t have such a mood with it.

pretty too stressed up and i simply can’t relax easily lately.

what’s the problem with her? if she can’t stop controlling, i think before i go crazy, the first one i will yelled at is her. =)

definitely, and i swore, with my current temper and mood in school. i simply don’t give ways. =)

whatever it is, aiza asked me to talk to alvin and su over the changing of groups. but …

another one problem arise, nobin may not want to change group with us. -.-

isn’t that great? so much troubles when i wasn’t in school and i simply can’t stop the problems from arising. -.-

fuck! =/

can’t just let me have a peace of mind at home today?!

i skipped school cause i doesn’t want to see her stupid face lo. -.-

yet she was trying to control aiza when i was away la! darn bitch. =/

argued with baby just now. simply not in the mood to talk over the whole lots of stupid details at all.

and now, i left with no mood, totally NO MOOD now. =/

i miss shopping. *darn*

i miss those days i was so happy whenever i was in school.

and now…

i simply not smiling in school.

simply NOT HAPPY in school.

unless both me and aiza changed our group. =/

and for the god darn reason, i’m down with bad flu again and AGAIN lo. *fuck*

i wanted to rest yet i simply can’t get into my nap at all. =/

worried over this and that.

sick of school and quiting of school never came across my mind at all. -.-

stupid persistence kept me going in school.

stupid motivations kept me moving in school.

stupid good grades making me sick of school. =/

I’M SO DARN FUCKED UP WITH THAT BITCH CAN?!

and my term breaks’ holiday may be gone cause of her too.

WHY?!

FUCK LO! =/

i want to go Thailand, i want to go overseas! =((

kill her PLEASE! ROFL. JK LAHS! >.<

i can’t wait to whack her, i just can’t wait.

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

i can’t wait..

to slap her. =)

lalalala~

after blogging for few minutes, i feels better in fact.

maybe the only thing that allows me to SCREAM, SCOLD, SHOUT , grumble and whine is my blog ba. =/

finding that lately, talking to whoever doesn’t seems to make me feels more relax. =/

maybe back to my own world, stuck there , grumbling away to my blog. at least.. i feel better?

maybe no?

maybe yes?

i don’t know.

rather..

i feels so tired deep within me over all these.

smiles are gone since i started my year 2.2

unhappiness kept on occuring whenever i was in school.

so much grumbles and whines in me that makes me escaping from the reality again. =/

will the light came to me again? =(

wondering… *deep sighs*

been very tensed and stressed up lately.

can’t get to sleep well or even properly.

piles and piles of stupid projects waiting for me to be complete. =/

report sick again and again these 2 weeks. can i stop having stupid flu and FEVER?

darn.

fever come and go. stop and start. =/

i can never recover if SHE ever stop “nagging”.

tomorrow i will be going on 1 days’ MC,die or not, whether she going to “nag” or even badmouth, i don’t give a shit over it in fact.

i’m feeling sick and ignoring her all i can. =(

got a B for my SWEN problem package 1.

so what’s the big problem now?

her way of talking?

nahs. her mindset. =/

BIG PROBLEM!

cause when she says she understand what we are talking about, actually she is not. =.=

isn’t it pretending? -.-

yah. “wayang-ing” away lo~

i got headache cause… my part ( for SWEN ) are not able to find any books ( reference ) to look through, BUT! she just wanted me to get from library 1 book then she is happy over it.

so what’s the big deal even you are a DEGREE grad?

you are still inside my class, you are still getting the same kind of certificates as me. -.-”

kathy : ” act pro lo~ “

i’m “si bei buay tahan ” ( sorry, please refrain from my hokkien. =/ )

all i have been doing in school is to keep quiet. since she LOVES to “badmouth” , just let her be.

be it is AIZA or HER?

as long my conscience is clear, i don’t really care much with what THEY are thinking. =)

do allow me to ask you,

how to endure with such a person who pretends to understand what you talking, yet she doesn’t know a single shit out of it?

yah, i will just pretend. pretend and pretend.

since i was given a chance to pretend so much, then i just use my “talent” by pretending all i can~ ! ^^

tomorrow i’m not going to school is because… i’m so sick of seeing her, smiling.

i rather stay at home and do my school work and get it all done without her presence.

degree grad? what’s so great about it? HAHAHAS.

=)

see no point and find it so FUNNY! =)

so what i have been busy with lately in school, outside or whatsoever?

studies and definitely, a total of 4 projects is pilling up as it could. =x

SWEN is currently now in the part 2.

EBM & OPSY just started. ( aiyah, why bother so much when the date due is still so far away. =x )

and and.. i headed out with baby on wednesday’s night for IRON MAN!

it was so darn nice yea? XD

oh well, we headed home at around 12 plus and i knocked off at 12 40am before i could wait for baby to call me up. XD

today was friday and baby asking me to go watch movie with him. =P

simply loves spending my time with him laaa.. =x

school’s period is totally havoc. =x

rushing from place to place to do projects. cracking the whole brain off just to get the answers for my part. -.-

and i got home, so tired. =(

everday slept from the moment i’m on bed till the time i supposed to wake up. =x

and then, today i went for my CO&CO ( color & composition ) class and the hell bus was totally packed. and thanks to that tutor’s stupid mindset, she locked us out at 9 10am. HOW CAN IT BE SIA?

darn bitch. =x

give what a reason locking us out by saying this :

you all should know that i will locked my door at 9:10am. -.-

si bei li hai. si bei lan LO!

when i get into my class, my classmates told me that at 9am SHARP she locked the door already. -.-

TERRIFIC and bitch lo. =x

so i argued with her that seriously the bus is delayed. she kept quiet. HAHAHAHAS. =x

so i was taught how to deal with “tint” & “shades” for my painting. XD

and i saw mr chan ( e tutor who supposed to take me ). XD

oh well.

i need to rest. gonna to watch movie tonight!

and heading for 2 session of feast tomorrow! HURRRAY!!! XDDDDDDDDD